Hi The Khasi of Kalabar,
I have read the comments that have already been said and can't disagree with most of the comments apart from the mushrooms as I can't comment as I have not tried it. What's good for the goose is good for the gander, so they say. Heard good things tho.
Like most BL's that have commented and on the site have had issue / issues at some point or other and ongoing issues.
Now I have went though life so far and up until recently ( within the past year) not had a drink. If you knew me you would have bet your life on me not doing that. Now I have reasons behind that. that I won't go into at this time. I was a functioning alcoholic previous to that about 5/6 years ago. Now I never lost a job and always dealt with what I had to but being hungover was just normal as was drinking 3 bottles a wine a night and having a smoke.
Now I was in a different position and in a toxic relationship where we both liked a drink and removed myself from that. Which was not easy.
There after I started to reduce my booze intake. That would not stop me from counting down the days to my day off so I could have one.
You say about addictive personality. I have went though life and at some point done all your party prescriptions to the extreme but the two consents until recently has always been weed and booze.
Now It's just weed.
Now I have still to try and give up tobacco. Which I'm finding harder than booze.
Now I'm no fucking shrink and feel like the fat PE teacher eating a mars bar telling all the wee fuckers to run faster.
The main issue as I see it and this has been said previously by others. Is dealing with the issue not trying to mask the issue.
Now! not for one seconded do I think this is easy as you sound like you have a lot on your plate.
The main take from what I read,
My biggest problem is loneliness. The depression just follows from that.
From that statement the driving factor is loneliness.
You have made one step in that direction by reaching out on here and having that interaction/ support. Because I have.
As said set goals and make sure that they are within your reach.
Lately I have been hitting the weed hard. So I have set myself a routine. To help lower my consumption. I will never give up weed! (Just being honest) I do however want to give up the tobacco.
I look at it this way. There is so much on the wall that I can't afford but want. Give up the tobacco and add that to my weed budget.
What else do you spend money on that you enjoy? Something positive that will put a smile on ya face?
Just thoughts and letting you know that it can be done.
Good luck and power on! make the most of what you have
I have read the comments that have already been said and can't disagree with most of the comments apart from the mushrooms as I can't comment as I have not tried it. What's good for the goose is good for the gander, so they say. Heard good things tho.
Like most BL's that have commented and on the site have had issue / issues at some point or other and ongoing issues.
Now I have went though life so far and up until recently ( within the past year) not had a drink. If you knew me you would have bet your life on me not doing that. Now I have reasons behind that. that I won't go into at this time. I was a functioning alcoholic previous to that about 5/6 years ago. Now I never lost a job and always dealt with what I had to but being hungover was just normal as was drinking 3 bottles a wine a night and having a smoke.
Now I was in a different position and in a toxic relationship where we both liked a drink and removed myself from that. Which was not easy.
There after I started to reduce my booze intake. That would not stop me from counting down the days to my day off so I could have one.
You say about addictive personality. I have went though life and at some point done all your party prescriptions to the extreme but the two consents until recently has always been weed and booze.
Now It's just weed.
Now I have still to try and give up tobacco. Which I'm finding harder than booze.
Now I'm no fucking shrink and feel like the fat PE teacher eating a mars bar telling all the wee fuckers to run faster.
The main issue as I see it and this has been said previously by others. Is dealing with the issue not trying to mask the issue.
Now! not for one seconded do I think this is easy as you sound like you have a lot on your plate.
The main take from what I read,
My biggest problem is loneliness. The depression just follows from that.
From that statement the driving factor is loneliness.
You have made one step in that direction by reaching out on here and having that interaction/ support. Because I have.
As said set goals and make sure that they are within your reach.
Lately I have been hitting the weed hard. So I have set myself a routine. To help lower my consumption. I will never give up weed! (Just being honest) I do however want to give up the tobacco.
I look at it this way. There is so much on the wall that I can't afford but want. Give up the tobacco and add that to my weed budget.
What else do you spend money on that you enjoy? Something positive that will put a smile on ya face?
Just thoughts and letting you know that it can be done.
Good luck and power on! make the most of what you have