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9 posts
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Cloudy24
Real D best vendor

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Cloudy24
Real D best vendor
I moan a lot on here and now it's time to give credit where credit is due , never once had a problem with real d and goes out his way to make you feel like a important customer. Thanks for everything Real D !

You know I’m playing. It’s well deserved and nice to see the vendor appreciation at the end of the year.
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16 posts
+33 votes

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Cloudy24
Need next day delivery

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Cloudy24
Need next day delivery
Vendors should give eveey customer the option for next day delivery as royal mail take the piss !! Waiting 5 days for the postman is just shocking and I know its not the vendors fault but they need to offer NDD !

Then use vendors that offer a range of options 🤷♂️
There is so much bitching on here when Biggas pay for NDD but it doesn’t arrive due to missed cut offs or RM errors. I was given no choice but expensive NDD on my last order (an unique item I couldn’t get elsewhere)- ordered on a Thursday and it arrived the following Tuesday!😖
There is so much bitching on here when Biggas pay for NDD but it doesn’t arrive due to missed cut offs or RM errors. I was given no choice but expensive NDD on my last order (an unique item I couldn’t get elsewhere)- ordered on a Thursday and it arrived the following Tuesday!😖

I'm about done with little biggy and I did delete my message because I read your reply wrong.

Down to my last vendor who is very good and love the standard they offer but royal mail taking 5 days it's the limit for me

You're going to hate me for saying this but: why don't you order a few more days before you need it?
Honestly mate, the 'need for speed' on here causes more stress than everything else combined!
Like I said- my last order cost me £11 for NDD I didn't want and took 5 days. Another order I placed in the same basket with free 1st class RM arrived the next day!
Honestly mate, the 'need for speed' on here causes more stress than everything else combined!
Like I said- my last order cost me £11 for NDD I didn't want and took 5 days. Another order I placed in the same basket with free 1st class RM arrived the next day!

I ordered on Monday mate I'm always a few days a head . I totally get what you are saying though with some stuff arriving quicker than when payed for NDD I would be mad if I was you lol .

hehe...yeah I was pissed because the £11 made up 30% of the order cost and I had actually asked the vendor if he would just send it 1st class and he said no!
My preferred option is 'free tracked 24'. No extra cost but the added security of tracking. No signature hassle. It may not get to me in 24 or even 48 but speed is not the issue for me...
My preferred option is 'free tracked 24'. No extra cost but the added security of tracking. No signature hassle. It may not get to me in 24 or even 48 but speed is not the issue for me...

I agree bud I like something that assures you with the tracking but sometimes you get free ndd as well .

Chill out.I have been using LB around 2 years and 4 days is the longest I have waited due to me missing the cut off. There are plenty good vendors offering NDD. Being done with a service this good because you waited 5 days is a bit extreme 😂

Even special delivery can take 2-3 days as it comes closer to christmas, so keep that in mind when ordering. It isn't always the vendor's fault.

Sometimes but like today I've ordered ndd there cut off is 2 pm I ordered at 12 and still not been sent . That pisses me off if I was petty enough I would name them but no one needs the drama

HI all 👍 . Yes without doubt. Xmas approaching fast. And already royal mail falling behind with mail/ packages.. a good Comment from pollypuff23 is if you want an order quickly. Its always best to order at least a few days before you run dry. That way takes any pressure off and anxiety waiting and wondering when your order is going to drop. Also as most people will know. Always best to use a vendor that offers Special delivery ND. Or Tracked 24. I wouldn't even consider using 1st Class mail especially this time of the year.no chance.

4 posts
+5 votes

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Cloudy24
Paying remainder

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Cloudy24
Paying remainder
I need to pay 0.00000421 , but my kraken account is saying I can't pay that amount as It needs to be more . What will happen?

That’s just pennies isn’t it? When payment is within 2% of the total it will go through anyway. Check with vendor to confirm 👍

Thanks bro I wasn't sure how much it was I think it wasn't much tbh and it went through thanks bud

Most good vendors won't mind it being a few sats under. Should be fine unless the vendor is a nob about it.

10 posts
+20 votes

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Cloudy24
Where to purchase canabis infused coconut oil?
Hey mate been making and using this myself recently, did a write up you might be interested in. Good luck 👍

https://littlebiggy.net/item/RDBYA9diymPvA6zUMrwD0WGF/view/p
Herb4life . Thc infused Coconut oil
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Herb4life . Thc infused Coconut oil
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Eddys Wellness Oil is coconut oil infused with shatter, might be ideal.

I have some as well. I took down the listing as it’s a pain to post but let me know and I’ll sort you out.
https://littlebiggy.net/link/q3WzAL
https://littlebiggy.net/link/q3WzAL

19 posts
+36 votes

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Cloudy24
What's vapes do youse use ?

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Cloudy24
What's vapes do youse use ?
Looking to buy a vape, just wondering if anyone on here has any recommendations, 100.00 is what I'm looking to spend

VAS- Vape Acquisition Syndrome is a real thing and you will very quickly wonder what a £300 vapouriser might be like shortly after liking your £100 one 😜
Your PAX3 will sit in a drawer as your new Crafty/Mighty arrives which will get a coating of dust as you welcome the TM2. You may try the Angus before blowing the dust off the Mighty and considering a Volcano. The true GOAT is the Venty but the BAKX is so hard to get you will want one of those and by now you will be obsessing about baller vapes and e-rigs. You are basically screwed.
Financially it does make sense to start further up the ladder. Good luck👍
Your PAX3 will sit in a drawer as your new Crafty/Mighty arrives which will get a coating of dust as you welcome the TM2. You may try the Angus before blowing the dust off the Mighty and considering a Volcano. The true GOAT is the Venty but the BAKX is so hard to get you will want one of those and by now you will be obsessing about baller vapes and e-rigs. You are basically screwed.
Financially it does make sense to start further up the ladder. Good luck👍

Went down this rabbit hole myself recently mate here is a link to the thread. I was moving to the £300 level after being satisfied with the £100 enough to be sure it was worth the spend. The £100 one I used is the xmax v3 pro, vapefiend.co.uk have it with the glass mouthpiece and a dosing cap for under £100 and you can use the code 420 to get £10 off. Good luck mate once you get used to it you won't regret it

I got this one , but I hardly get any smoke what so ever what's a goof temperature to burn it on ? Thanks

I mostly used it between 180-200°C. You get best results with a long slow inhale. I would do one long draw then cover one of the air holes on either side with my thumb to get another. Make sure not to pack the chamber with fine grind, try to keep it a little bit loose. Also the vapour doesn't feel like smoke in the lungs so takes a little getting used to. Hope this helps 👍

Appreciated bro my problem is I've seen so many that don't burn the weed properly and I don't want that problem

What is the actual requirement of whatever you're after here? We seem to be all over the place with recommendations and assumptions.

Save up and get a Mighty+ or you'll be gutted that you didn't initially. I appreciate this is a huge jump, but you'll thank me.

Volcano for me. Not cheap, or portable and quite noisy, but I've had it since 2006 and am not looking for anything else.

I've got Dr distillate 50/50 live resin on the go all top notch and have to agree with frtnite12 distillate carts just don't cut it and can give me a headache. If you meant a dry herb vape then the xmax V3 is under 100 and a decent little vape

https://recommendedvapesupplies.co.uk/products/thermal-twist-injector?variant=44065042661612
Little over your price range but its the best budget vape right now and is miles better than smoking 👌
Little over your price range but its the best budget vape right now and is miles better than smoking 👌

15 posts
+35 votes

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Cloudy24
Pissed off with getting undersold on this. Hate to come across like am that guy because up until recently I had pretty g…

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Cloudy24
Pissed off with getting undersold on this. Hate to come across like am that guy because up until recently I had pretty good luck on here but the last month or so is constantly underwhelming
Constantly getting rotten weed or the product is under I got some yesterday of lv canabis I never weighed it straight away so it's on me but i did weight it a after a couple of joints and there's was 19g there instead of 28g (shake) so I say max 2.5 gram I smoked. Its poor picking from them

Hi Cloudy24.👍 The most probable reason for you recieving rotten weed last few months on here. Because more and more knew Vendors appear on here ( not naming any)selling
Basically street quality contaminated weed.more and more people on here to be fair, have complained of poor quality bud sent. Completely different to the pictures on their description ( manifesto). Either Sprayed with something. Or other unknown contaminats. As for your recent order of shake from LVcannabis been under weight. Maybe just a mistake on their behalf? Im sure if you contact them, they will rectify it for you 👍😉
Basically street quality contaminated weed.more and more people on here to be fair, have complained of poor quality bud sent. Completely different to the pictures on their description ( manifesto). Either Sprayed with something. Or other unknown contaminats. As for your recent order of shake from LVcannabis been under weight. Maybe just a mistake on their behalf? Im sure if you contact them, they will rectify it for you 👍😉

if you have received anything you think is sprayed please contact us right away. abstract complaining doesn't move us forward, testing does.

Hi Cloudy24 👍no wasn't actually Stating LVcannabis was sprayed
Weed,far from it. Only refering to it being underweight and to contact them 👍there weed seems fine I recently did an order for my sister in-law and she said it was nice weed. I was referring to when you mentioned rotten weed.which sounds like either old mouldy weed. Or from other people's comments recently on here. Sprayed, contaminated. More people should take test Borg's advice. And Get it Tested. Its the only way to find out, and find out which Vendor/ Vendors are selling it. Or this will become a Common thing over time . 🤔
Weed,far from it. Only refering to it being underweight and to contact them 👍there weed seems fine I recently did an order for my sister in-law and she said it was nice weed. I was referring to when you mentioned rotten weed.which sounds like either old mouldy weed. Or from other people's comments recently on here. Sprayed, contaminated. More people should take test Borg's advice. And Get it Tested. Its the only way to find out, and find out which Vendor/ Vendors are selling it. Or this will become a Common thing over time . 🤔

Hi Agent47 👍. Its not just about the difference in the description of the weed. More concerning, is the quality, and if the weed has been contaminated or sprayed with something. Like more customers are saying more often. . To much of a health risk.

Understandable.
Don’t believe people should be putting out stuff they wouldn’t consume themselves. Maybe they can’t get rid of it in the street and are trying to pawn off here if this is the case.
Honesty is key between both customer and vendor especially when it comes to things like contam ♾️
Don’t believe people should be putting out stuff they wouldn’t consume themselves. Maybe they can’t get rid of it in the street and are trying to pawn off here if this is the case.
Honesty is key between both customer and vendor especially when it comes to things like contam ♾️

I don't think I've came across contaminated weed I'm more annoyed at myself for mot weighing it straight away so I really can't complain to them about it

I would contact them but I feel a bit daft because I reviewed it too quick then a was sitting there It just wasn't sitting well weighed it 19g as I said max 2.5 gee no where near the missing 9 gee

10 posts
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Cloudy24
Can anyone get tramadole please

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Cloudy24
Can anyone get tramadole please
Any biggas able to get a hold of tramadole ? Let me know thanks

Yeah man LB has a "do no harm" policy which allows it to stay under the radar - you will never see opiates on this website.
DN and TG have tonnes of pharmaceutical vendors for this kind of stuff.
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DN and TG have tonnes of pharmaceutical vendors for this kind of stuff.
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Plenty DNMs out there for this, doubt this is allowed for sale on LB. I’d check the society page first to be sure though

Dark net markets, I can’t list them or give addresses here but if you google how to access tor taxi or something I’m sure you’ll get there with some learning on the way

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10ml Distillate Giveaway!
26 please
10/09/24

10ml Distillate Giveaway!

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Yes, there can be multiple winners, so please enter ASAP to secure your spot in our competition.
To enter, please upvote this post and comment your 2 numbers below.
Any questions, please post them below.
Go to the national lottery website and enter this at the end to view the numbers on the 16th.
/results/set-for-life/draw-history
You may pick 1 number 1-49 - if your number matches the SECOND number on this game on Monday 16th, you will win 10ml dist! I'd advise keeping your number relatively low as it will be the number second in numerical order, not from the draw order.
Yes, there can be multiple winners, so please enter ASAP to secure your spot in our competition.
To enter, please upvote this post and comment your 2 numbers below.
Any questions, please post them below.

Whoops, mistype and now I can't edit it. nightmare. You may only choose one number, if someone else has picked it, no problem!

If you're confused, it's the second number in the above lottery draw, but the second number in numerical order, not the second number drawn.
You've been added to the list :)
You've been added to the list :)

5 please! 10/9 11.36. Also thank you for all your help sorting out the recent mishap with my recent order. Great communication and appreciate the additional add on. Managed to sample quite a few of your shop items so far and have been very impressed. Definitely my go to vendor and would highly recommend

Your a tad bit late, this one has ended but keep your eyes peeled for our next one.

Your a tad bit late, this one has ended but keep your eyes peeled for our next one.

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Is this guy for real? And is trying to gas light me into saying the tracking number is Not the tracking number just cause it doesn’t give Live Updates like Special Next day delivery tracking does.. 🤦♂️🤦♂️
Here’s the link to the previous topic about this nugget :
https://littlebiggy.net/link/QFzYUv
I’ve uploaded his reply today and My god is he an idiot.. couldn’t resist had to call him a muppet 😂😅😅
Here’s the link to the previous topic about this nugget :
https://littlebiggy.net/link/QFzYUv
I’ve uploaded his reply today and My god is he an idiot.. couldn’t resist had to call him a muppet 😂😅😅

"Fuck me Real D, you are getting some Clowns messaging you this week 🤡. Don't know what there Smoking 🚭.think they need to get some sort of help lol 🤣🤣. Stay off the herb 🌿
Just reading that message they've wrote. Actually need to go to the toilet, before I literally Pee myself 🤣🤣🤣🤣.
Just reading that message they've wrote. Actually need to go to the toilet, before I literally Pee myself 🤣🤣🤣🤣.

I've had some pretty annoying customers, but I never thought of plastering it over the wall for everyone to laugh at when it was quite clearly my fault as to why he's pissed. Sounds like a bad idea.

Yea he does this all the time as if trying to validate being a cheeky b*****d to customers.
He tried to paint me as a racist but when his post didnt get the response he wanted, he deleted it or some shit.
If you send a package tracked, at the very least it shows when it was received at the post office.
He didnt post mine until a couple of days after purchasing, two weeks in a row.
I knew that through tracking no. provided.
I totally get that vendors are busy and sometimes orders slip through but what kicks or reassurance are you getting posting this petty crap.
I think these specific posts targeting customers should be moderated and removed, its harrassment at the very least.
He tried to paint me as a racist but when his post didnt get the response he wanted, he deleted it or some shit.
If you send a package tracked, at the very least it shows when it was received at the post office.
He didnt post mine until a couple of days after purchasing, two weeks in a row.
I knew that through tracking no. provided.
I totally get that vendors are busy and sometimes orders slip through but what kicks or reassurance are you getting posting this petty crap.
I think these specific posts targeting customers should be moderated and removed, its harrassment at the very least.

Look man, its obviously you thats the racist for even correlating the two.
You were being a smug idiot and you were called a monkey due to that.
Anyways, the product was great and everything was fine until it wasn't.
Trying to vilify individuals by turning the whole community against him due to your personal spats, like what age are you?
Just be professional, own your mistakes/oversights and don't sell to whoever doesn't suck your arse.
These posts are so petty.
You were being a smug idiot and you were called a monkey due to that.
Anyways, the product was great and everything was fine until it wasn't.
Trying to vilify individuals by turning the whole community against him due to your personal spats, like what age are you?
Just be professional, own your mistakes/oversights and don't sell to whoever doesn't suck your arse.
These posts are so petty.

Tbh I've never had 1 issue with the guy , he's always been fair with me I have to back real d in this one

Would be nice just to take the 4hr off from work tbh 😂
Some people expect things too hastily without taking in to account possible delays, comms and delivery have always been on point from RD for me personally
Some people expect things too hastily without taking in to account possible delays, comms and delivery have always been on point from RD for me personally

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What was your favourite age?
Mate a loved sub club and the arches ❤️❤️
![[ask any bigga]](https://i2.littlebiggy.net/images/u/w/300/NxHKMggZQxiiBNIG.png)
What was your favourite age?
(High thoughts)
When you look back in time, what year is the one year you would go back to in your life and happily relive again ?
How old were you? What are some of the best memories? I think my second year of university was an unforgettable year 😂 I definitely took it for granted and would love to go back
When you look back in time, what year is the one year you would go back to in your life and happily relive again ?
How old were you? What are some of the best memories? I think my second year of university was an unforgettable year 😂 I definitely took it for granted and would love to go back

The time period after my GCSE's. Innocent but not so innocent. No responsibilities except selling weed, chasing girls and playing football

Exactly this lol I can never forget that year, GSCE finish early so nice long summer, completely free doing the stuff you mentioned

Honestly? Probably like 2 years ago when my current relationship was the best thing ever. It's rough now and I would give anything to have that back

16, one year before the last year of high school. Living in Switzerland during summer, eating mushroom chocolates, hitting bongs of Swiss Dank, swimming in Bodensea and being lost beyond belief. Ahh, the Swiss dream... :)

I thought I was 27 for 3 years - woke up on my 30th birthday and was completely ok with that. Just didn't fancy 28 & 29 that's all 🙄

16. No doubt. 1996. Just finished my GCSE’s. Was in the 1st 11 school football team and we’d won the Surrey cup. Had a beautiful girlfriend who was that teenage first love. Brilliant football summer with Euro 96, (Sheringham, shearer and Gazza). Being British felt awesome (not like it does now). Amazing music. Massive oasis fan and knebworth was about to happen. All my mates together with their girlfriends. Drinking, smoking fags and soap bar ;) Had got into rave and hardcore and went to lots of little rave house parties. Absolutely magical. It’s my absolute happy golden place.

When I was 12, I had a 10 week break between going to middle school and secondary.
I lived on a new estate still being built among the woods, so there was plenty of material laying about for building dens, and plenty of unfinished buildings to climb on or mess about in.
We built fires and cooked sausages, drank the odd beer, smoked the odd fag and handed around dirty magazines. We genuinely thought we were the shit 😂.
The dens never lasted long as they either got pulled down by locals or rival kids, but that was all part of the fun. I even managed my first kiss and fondle that summer.
I lived on a new estate still being built among the woods, so there was plenty of material laying about for building dens, and plenty of unfinished buildings to climb on or mess about in.
We built fires and cooked sausages, drank the odd beer, smoked the odd fag and handed around dirty magazines. We genuinely thought we were the shit 😂.
The dens never lasted long as they either got pulled down by locals or rival kids, but that was all part of the fun. I even managed my first kiss and fondle that summer.

Now…the past is the past,I’ll always enjoy life now,know matter what’s happening even though I’m early fifties 😄

The minute I grew up and found out the cruelty of the real world was the minute the fun stopped.
I know that sounds heavy and I always answer these types of questions like this, I got diagnosed as Diabetic when I was 11, mum died , up until I was 17 my dad and me were bumping heads and I hated it (not linked to my mum I was adopted my birth mum died) I had times after where good stuff happened but I feel like I got dragged through maturity quickly because loads of stuff went to shit because of bad luck In life, my dad used to get pissed and just rent every night about needing to grow up and make money, came in the night before my 13th birthday bladdered and went “you’ve got copied video games for your birthday you’re a man now so do you need to do silly birthdays ?” And it went on from there.
Struggled hard as a kid, was very clever but could NOT wrap my head around things and did what I could, got to uni after winging it for years and failed miserably, went from hated job to hated job and here I am now at 31.
Got my own mortgage , beautiful amazing wife and a baby due in 3 months but I’ve had a wall in front of me for so many things for years that I’ve never been able to explain or get past, the depression for the last 12 years where no treatment, meds or CBT has helped has made me so cynical, jaded and overall angry and disappointed with myself.
I looked at a diagnosis for ADHD in my early 20s and got dismissed as a young man after Ritalin and after 11 YEARS on the NHS register with nothing and 4 on two private lists I was finally diagnosed 2 months ago and started medication ten days ago.
Decided to tell my dad about it last night he linked a daily Mail article saying it’s a myth so I spent two hours disproving everything that article said and he basically just said “You’re fine as you are you’re just anxious “ I’m not anxious.
So the meds are supposed to be working now but you can’t mix it with other stimulants like coffee and I drink about 4 pints of coffee or energy drinks a day to stay awake, same for weed apparently conflicts with the tablets which I smoke daily and alcohol (drink when I get the chance to feel chill).
So even though I’m on meds and titration to see what dose works for me I’m drinking on holiday, was assigned them maybe last Monday? Had to get my Bichon put down on Tuesday he had kidney failure and it came out of nowhere and because he was so silly and daft still it broke my heart to watch the life leave his eyes even if it was the right thing to do, so I’ve got grief, depression and drinking all on at the go when I’m meant to be seeing if these tablets stop me losing my temper at the smallest change.
Sorry for ranting, this wasn’t even the question I’ve just listed off everything wrong with life. Just needed to get it off my chest it’s been brutal lately.
My answer though, probably 17 to early 20s. First time getting my feet out into the world, I was a little geek until I was about 15 until I started coming out of my shell and really capitalised on that from 17 haha tried a lot of new things did a lot of new stuff but ultimately I wouldn’t relive any of it, just trying to do my best now for the sake of my soon to be daughter and don’t want to be freaking out because I can’t handle her crying so meds it is.
It’s funny, they were only really prescribed at this crucial point because if I hadn’t had meds at this point (been getting told for 6 months it’s a few weeks away) my fear of not being equipped to be a man let alone a dad would have probably been causing me to have a mental breakdown at this point.
I don’t want anyone to think I’m asking for pity, I’m not I’ve survived this long and will keep surviving but I think all your choices in life have clearly led us to where we are now, and even though I’d love to be back getting a blowjob and a stripe and feeling like I’d finally gotten free, the lessons I’ve learned from them have taught me some very important life lessons.
Cheers
I know that sounds heavy and I always answer these types of questions like this, I got diagnosed as Diabetic when I was 11, mum died , up until I was 17 my dad and me were bumping heads and I hated it (not linked to my mum I was adopted my birth mum died) I had times after where good stuff happened but I feel like I got dragged through maturity quickly because loads of stuff went to shit because of bad luck In life, my dad used to get pissed and just rent every night about needing to grow up and make money, came in the night before my 13th birthday bladdered and went “you’ve got copied video games for your birthday you’re a man now so do you need to do silly birthdays ?” And it went on from there.
Struggled hard as a kid, was very clever but could NOT wrap my head around things and did what I could, got to uni after winging it for years and failed miserably, went from hated job to hated job and here I am now at 31.
Got my own mortgage , beautiful amazing wife and a baby due in 3 months but I’ve had a wall in front of me for so many things for years that I’ve never been able to explain or get past, the depression for the last 12 years where no treatment, meds or CBT has helped has made me so cynical, jaded and overall angry and disappointed with myself.
I looked at a diagnosis for ADHD in my early 20s and got dismissed as a young man after Ritalin and after 11 YEARS on the NHS register with nothing and 4 on two private lists I was finally diagnosed 2 months ago and started medication ten days ago.
Decided to tell my dad about it last night he linked a daily Mail article saying it’s a myth so I spent two hours disproving everything that article said and he basically just said “You’re fine as you are you’re just anxious “ I’m not anxious.
So the meds are supposed to be working now but you can’t mix it with other stimulants like coffee and I drink about 4 pints of coffee or energy drinks a day to stay awake, same for weed apparently conflicts with the tablets which I smoke daily and alcohol (drink when I get the chance to feel chill).
So even though I’m on meds and titration to see what dose works for me I’m drinking on holiday, was assigned them maybe last Monday? Had to get my Bichon put down on Tuesday he had kidney failure and it came out of nowhere and because he was so silly and daft still it broke my heart to watch the life leave his eyes even if it was the right thing to do, so I’ve got grief, depression and drinking all on at the go when I’m meant to be seeing if these tablets stop me losing my temper at the smallest change.
Sorry for ranting, this wasn’t even the question I’ve just listed off everything wrong with life. Just needed to get it off my chest it’s been brutal lately.
My answer though, probably 17 to early 20s. First time getting my feet out into the world, I was a little geek until I was about 15 until I started coming out of my shell and really capitalised on that from 17 haha tried a lot of new things did a lot of new stuff but ultimately I wouldn’t relive any of it, just trying to do my best now for the sake of my soon to be daughter and don’t want to be freaking out because I can’t handle her crying so meds it is.
It’s funny, they were only really prescribed at this crucial point because if I hadn’t had meds at this point (been getting told for 6 months it’s a few weeks away) my fear of not being equipped to be a man let alone a dad would have probably been causing me to have a mental breakdown at this point.
I don’t want anyone to think I’m asking for pity, I’m not I’ve survived this long and will keep surviving but I think all your choices in life have clearly led us to where we are now, and even though I’d love to be back getting a blowjob and a stripe and feeling like I’d finally gotten free, the lessons I’ve learned from them have taught me some very important life lessons.
Cheers

Mate. Sounds like you've got lots on and are spooning out about becoming a dad. Take a breath, it'll all be good. Help your wife with the practical things so she can concentrate on the baby and everything else will follow. My dad's a cunt and it made me a great dad. You'll be grand.
