I sent some Christmas messages to some mega treasured loved ones, and felt myself thinking- (certainly not wishing to minimise, or water down the gesture to the good folks I messaged), but I don’t think they’ll mind, 😘, they’re pretty cool like that haha, like “cooler than a polar bears toenails”, kind of cool, haha ,but I felt that what I sent them was really, very true of what I feel about this place in general, and the friends I’ve made here, and I feel compelled to share it with you special crew of magical people.
Countless times I’ve said to people, of biggy, that I have discovered the cleverest, most fascinating people, music, literature, film… pretty much every corner of culture. And while, as they say, “you can lead a whore to culture, but you can’t make her think” haha 😘, somehow it would seem that rather a lot of it did stick! Haha
Anyway, so I just wanted to share what I sent, as truly, so much of it applies to the people on here, ‘en masse’ , haha, Sorry for bad writing and repeating stuff. I’m tripping.,, I know, ..shocker, right, haha. Midnight mass while journeying.,. anyone.. ?? haha. It feels very disrespectful to say that, but I truly believe that God brought me to psychedelics. Is it wrong to want to thank him? Extra special love on his birthday? Haha, actually I’ve been thinking of asking you guys, would any of you be up for this, right - so, we agree on a day and time, and get as many of us as poss, right- and, at a previously agreed time, we all take our dose of our chosen psychedelic, right, and then we agree on a time, right, and it’s all very - synchronise watches, and all that jazzamatazzle, and at that moment, we all just send out SHIT LOADS, of love, and general good shit, and we just send that out, but all together at the same time, and like, if anyone would like us to focus on something for them, like a healing, or a connection or a job or something, anything like that, and we all agree that at a specific time we all hone in on that specific request, and just rock that bitch for all it’s worth, haha.
I’m totally mega excited about the whole, ‘collective consciousness’, thing. Real fucking magic guys. If you know, you know, right 😘, haha

So, this is what I sent-

There is SOOO much I want to tell you guys, SO much gratitude I can’t begin to go into words, and tfrankly, they would fall so pitifully short of the mark that it almost feels like an insult, haha.
Suffice to say, you have indelibly etched on my heart and my life, and in the lives of SOOOOO many of my dearest loved ones, by proxy.
Please know the unspeakable love, happiness and healing your work brings, and how it ripples farther and wider than you could possibly imagine.
There is SO MUCH I want to share with you and ask you about. You truly have been a gift from God to me.
I say with complete certainty, that I TRULY, love you people. It feels like a heavenly contract, that we agreed on before we entered the physical world.

I could not possibly convey the amount of love and happiness I wish you.

Thank you

Infinite love, till we meet back at home. I know you know what I mean, haha

Fifi 🌬️❄️❄️❄️❄️🤍🤍🤍🤍❄️🤍🤍🤍


And I sent this to …. PSYCHONAUTS!

My gift to you, beautiful bastid biggas, is the single most healing, transformative, transportitive, life changing thing I discovered this year. I’m mega unbelievably excited about the whole electromagnetic field of the heart, and all the f’in 🦆in stuff they’re discovering about it all the time.
I cannot state more emphatically, the potential for truly transformative healing this brings. It teaches the body that it is safe. Takes it out of fight or flight. Coz , right, when a person is living their life in fight, flight freeze, they have literally NOTHING in the tank, because every available thing is just on constant vigilance. Oh my God, when you regain that energy.. when your body either reintegrates, or discharges that survival energy that consumes the sympathetic nervous system, ( I think, but i think that’s probably wrong), but anyway, you’d best believe you will be in full, ‘eat my dust, WORLD’, 24/7, and it is fucking DELICIOUS, like the most Michelin stars that is possible to have, kind of delicious.
So anyway, what is so beautiful about this is how natural and effortless it is with the smallest amount of commitment. When you get into that rhythm it’s bliss like nothing you could imagine. And guess what? It’s an easy as…🌬️❄️❄️❄️🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 … breathing..

I have to say it because I'm feeling it too much, but oh my God I am just so awed and humbled that I have the opportunity to vote today. The shit women did so that we can.
Feeling the girl love, BIG MUCH. Love to all LB ladies ♥️♥️♥️💥💥💋💋 Being a girl is the best! YEAAHHH!!!! 💥💥💥💥💋☠️☠️☠️☠️💥💥💋🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈💥💥💥

For context, I had done a load of batch cooking for my neighbour, who had just had a hip replacement. A lasagne, a curry and quiches i think it was, and I was sent a text saying- "how's it going.. and what does the kitchen look like??, haha. To which i responded with the following vid, haha.

Feel better about YOUR kitchen, and know TRUE, kitchen CARNAGE, haha

LOVE AND JOY TO ALL, LOVE FROM FIFI

PS - being alive, is THE BEST!!!! Everyone, right, get ROCKET DOG RONNIE S powdered b plus and if fresh truffles are ever available TOTALLY, get those! OMFG!!🎉🎉🎉🌈🤸‍♀️💕🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

Also, do you want to know about a funny thing that happened right, not today but on another trip, actually I've totally run out of steam but I totally want to tell you about it.

Also! Wow!!!! I tried feco gummies today! Wow! LOVE it! NO PARANOIA!!! No crazy, insatiable munchies, lovely, lovely totally f'in LOVELY buzz. No energy to elaborate, but feel like i may just have finally found my, 'cannabis, Prince Charming', haha, after having kissed an awful lot of frogs, haha. NOT saying AT ALL that any other cannabis thing I've tried has been 'a frog', but I just mean, I feel like I've found, finally, a cannabis thing that agrees with me, my chemistry..whatever you want to call it. Very happy bunny rabbit :))))) feco gummies ARE GREAT!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! Wish their name didn't sound like poo, though 🤭😆💥💥💥💥👾👾👾👾👾👾

PS- LOVE YOU, ( in no particular order, haha), POLLY, BLAZIN, BABY BOY BOW-BOW, haha, TW DUKE!! Yeah!!!!, DEAF RABBIT!!!!!🎉🤗🧡 AXIS OF ELVIS!, THE FUN GUY, PSYCHONAUTS, CABA, BBDOOM, RUXYRUXLE, ROCKET!!! These are just names and people tjat popped into my brain in this moment, BRAIn stopped working now, probs forgot some really obvious loved ones 😶😟🧡🧡🧡🌈🤸‍♀️🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

Attention Space, and Pink Floyd loving, stoner brethren:))) ! This Friday in the Planetarium at the national space centre in Leicester, they're playing the whole of Pink Floyd's dark side of the moon, and guess what, right?! You lay back in the planetarium, right, mega comfy seats, music played through a totally excellent sound system, and they're putting the music to all these totally cosmic, far out', visuals!
Can you imagine how wicked that would be stoned or high or whatever??? ! And they make it really dark too, and honestly the sky you look at is just huge, and it looks SO good!
There are two showings 7 and 8:30, and it's 20 squids for a ticket.

I went to the thing on the solar system thats shown daily in their Planetarium a few weeks ago, and It was totally mind blowing. The sound system was outstanding and the visuals...💥💥💥..were EXTREMELY, WOWZERS.
At times the sensation of actually moving through the solar system was SO REAL, that i actually got a bit motion sickness-ey. This was especially while hurtling thorough the rings of Saturn!! 😃😃😃✨️. It was the most thrilling, humbling awe-inspiring experience. I Can't imagine what a wicked experience, Dark side of the moon would be through this most unique medium 🌟

Guys I'm at the cinema and I'm tripping and it's the crow, right, it's 30th anniversary thing and I don't want to have giggle fit in the film he literally died in. Tripping at the flicks is brilliant the floor is sooooo sparkly all these amazing lights people are so lovely, you would nit believe the nightmare I've had trying to log in the most drama all these teck savvy geeky teens they're fucking brilliant had so many adventures in the cinema not going to the film. So pretty the lights are amazing. Don't know how but got into the really scary stairs bit of the massive car park I really didn't want to be there but you know everything is excellent. I can't believe how much I love you guys I really really love you they're playing the song about the skater boy. Now he's a superstar. The lights and colours here are just amazing the floor is SOOOOOO GLITTERY it's like space. Can you believe space??? Oh my god I'm nearly crying in the cinema people are so excellent I really love them. I spoke to so many geeky guys and they struggled to maintain eye contact and I really felt them you know. Lee55 I hope you're OK I'm half way through a message with loads of stuff that will help for sure ok. If even a fraction of the love I'm feeling right now gets to you it will be so so excellent. I've been sending you love.

Hello hello beautiful LB'ers 😍

I'm in the after glow of the most delicious, truffle trip love fest so, you know.. thats why, but it is all sincere.
Anyway yesterday evening I enlisted the help of a fellow LB'er to talk me out of going down to the bar of the hotel I was staying in, totally off my face on these truffles. During the conversation that ensued I discovered that myself, the bigga I was chatting to and another bigga were very likely all at a few of the same raves in the late 90's - big up the Exodus massive..😜💥 and given that these were comparatively small/ intimate gatherings (because they weren't allowed) - we may well have even interacted 😃! In the throes of psyllicibin induced, mind blown awe, I found myself totally blown away with thoughts of universal connection...paths crossing and recrossing..seemingly infinitesimal and negligible occurrences .. the impact of, say.. sending or responding to a message a few seconds earlier- leaving the house a few seconds later- deciding not to go hell for leather to catch that particular tube, and instead taking a leisurely saunter to catch the next a few minutes later, to find myself sitting opposite someone reading a book that catches my eye..that leads me straight to the nearest bookshop and a conversation with someone looking in the same section.. countless and endless astonishing synchronicities, the perfection of divine timing. And in general, an overwhelming sense of certainty that everything is connected, and of a force at work so unfathomable, indefinable..an intelligence beyond comprehension and beauty. And the colours and stuff these truffles brought on..oh my God..

As we were talking about LB I got to thinking about how the friends and connections I've made, and things I've bought here have led to growth and expansion in literally all areas of my life. Really, literally. I even feel connected to people I've never interacted with on here, but whose words have resonated, inspired and educated me. Introduced me to the most wonderful books, films, music. I've also rediscovered long forgotten tune treasures. I've learnt some bushcraft! ancient greek units of measurement and new meditations among so, soooo much more. Endless life hacks. All of which have had big knock on effects not only for me, but for the people I've shared it with, and people they've shared it with and on and on.. if you guys could know how many amazing occurrences and synchronicities SOOOOO many of you have brought about in the lives of total strangers 🤯 it's magic! The world is magic :))) ✨️

I have zero social media platforms, but this place is everything in one and without the usual stuff that turns me off social media in the first place


I just feel really blessed to have made all forms of connections I've made here, they have helped me so much with my real life connections and I feel really, REALLY compelled to thank you, and wish you all the best things ever in 2024.
Sending 97 hot air balloons of love and good stuff to each of you
🤍🤍🤍🩷🕊

Hello :) Bit of a weird one.. 😬 yikes.. and long. Sorry ..
I've have 4 grams of Eddys hashbar gator breath, and 2 grams of his tropicana cherry bubble hash going begging. Will exchange it for this odd request..
Watching ASMR videos on YouTube is one of the only things that helps my brain calm down and relax, and I can only sleep after watching, or listening to a load of them. Having recently been around a bit of a stoner for the first time in a lot of year's, I was reminded of how much I used to love watching someone skin up. It's SUCH a beautiful thing, and I realised the reason I loved it so much was that it's actually a really nice sensory experience- ie - first class asmr. I love every bit of the process from taking the goodies out of the little pouch or box they're kept in and unwrapping them, the sound and visual of the rizlas leaving the packet, the scrunchy wiggle of tobacco from the cigarette into the rizzla..fingers rubbing together.. the smooth, ultra satisfying roll.. taking time to make it perfect, smoothing it out..the whole thing really- specially if it's all done with a certain level of skill and dexterity, it's just a joy to behold, and very '🤤🤤🤤' inducing..
Each time I watched this being done recently, just before sleepy time, it relaxed me so much I was asleep within two hours which never happens, it worked better than any of my favourite asmr artists videos.

Is there any bigga out there who understands the artistry.. the sensory treat that is rolling a beautiful joint, and why someone might find it incredibly comforting and relaxing?
I bought the aforementioned hash as a Christmas present that is no longer required. It hasn't been posted yet and I can ask if it can be sent to someone else ( but i can't seem to message Eddy at the moment, when i go to his page and go to 'chat', it just freezes. Anyway, someone who would be up for making and uploading somewhere, a video for me. I was thinking maybe one of you guys who were talking about making video reviews..( how do you get to see those by the way?). I only need to see your hands and the necessary paraphernalia, and then just take it reeaaaally slowly and exaggerate the sounds and, well, everything really. I love the metal weed grinder things, they sound and look great, lovely for tapping and crunching, but I also luuuurrrve watching hash being burned and crumbled.. 🤤
I have a few specifications, like doing it in the- three small rizlas, two horizontal one vertical , type configuration - and tear the middle bit off slowly, stuff like that, nothing weird. No need to do the whispery talky stuff, but a bonus if you would.


I had a look and there very few asmr 'rolling a joint', vids on YouTube, none of them hit the spot, and I'd like to be able to tell someone exactly what I'd like.

I know it's kind of a weird ask, but 6g of really nice hash, plus the fees and postage has got to be worth sticking your phone on a surface and recording, while you do something that you were going to do anyway..
Thank you for reading all of this if you've got to the end. I hope everyone has a lovely Christmas ❄️❄️❄️🥂🌟

I've been really dumb and totally impulsively with no planning or thought done an acid trip, I'm not even typing this because I can't type. Sorry to post on here but I haven't got any friends who would be cool with this. I feel like I'm in that really pivotal spot, that really precarious spot where it feels like it can go either way. Can you please post some nice things, like happy positive things, vibes. Things that have made you happy recently, nice pictures, nice food, nice anything that has mase you feel food recently. Like anything at all even if it seems stupid, it won't feel stupid at all. Please can you send nice vibes and good things, nice things about your pets anything like that. Like if your pet was poorly and is getting better, things like that, any nice things. Sorry.