My mum died last year. It was a weird horrible death. Her funeral was weird too. I have a big family.

I've really struggled to get access to her medical records but got some via my MP - but not all.

I was expecting to find medical negligence but

instead I discovered my cousin and auntie killed her.

Then tried to blame me.

And that's why mums body was held for a month while police investigated.

and both of them lied to me.

But now I have doctors notes and see it all.

They took my mums phone from her.

She never saw my final text.

I didn't know it would be that.


Now if you've having a bad day consider this - I've lost my partner, my sister, my best friend and my mum in the last 5 years.

I thought my cousin was helping us.

I don't know how I'll ever trust anyone again.

I should just accept I'll be alone forever.

PS there's enough evidence to go to the police and go after the hospital. I just feel my brian tearing from trauma every time I make a new discovery.

I spent my entire adult life prioritising my mum after my dad died when I was young.

I bought her house, cars, paid all her bills, moved from overseas to across the road during the pandemic.

I saw her all the time. She was always angry and nasty in her later years so it was difficult but I loved her. She came first.

My mums sister and her cousin told the hosit they wee next of kin and I wanted nothing to do with mum.

They took her phone - which was in my name and I was still texting her on.

They told the doctor to withdraw medication food and water.

All within 2 days.

They accused me of neglecting mum.

But I was the one who stated through her final days. I was the one doctors hired she was comfortable while they made her agitated.

Their repeated lies and fraud and all of this.

Well I'm now stoned and over sharing here because - who could I trust irl?

This has to be better than wailing and banging your head on wall.

looking for some weed for bedtime.

gush mintz has been helping me hit the hay, but i'm running low and would like to try a different strain.

don't need anything super-strong, just something relaxing and chill.

any suggestions from vendors and buyers?

ta v much xoxoxoxo

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