A valuable customer testimony and diary....
As it was my first time getting consuming psilocybin I was very careful with the doses and of course did my research before hand, I wanted to take a logical approach to ingesting the drug and decided to record if I was feeling anything along with the time, heres the diary anyway.. enjoy ;
"magic mushroom Diary"
11:00- ate 2 stems, feeling relaxed.
11:13- I can feel my mood has been lifted somewhat? Hard to explain, also my tinnitus is more audible..
11:19- Noticing light sensitivity, as I move my head it feels light and 'airy' also, my thoughts have become somewhat clearer.
11:33 - feeling relaxed
12:26 - Feeling relaxed, I took another little head of a shroom.
13:35- Felling relaxed after a nap, creative thinking was easier than ever, mental images come to me with less resistance. Maybe I should try these before writing music or story boarding.
13:38 - Ate 2 more stems, one with a head of a small head of a shroom.
13:59- I'm not feeling anything 'trippy' just relaxed still.
[Sidenote, at this point I was comfortable taking a bigger dosage as I wanted to experience what it was to have a 'trip']
14:09- I just ate 2 big heads and 2 small stems, and I'm going to the park to get some fresh air.
start of trip----
14:38- Walked to sainsburys for lunch, as soon as the cool air inside the shop hit me, i started to feel it. and thought "oh shit, here we go" hahaha, I bought my items at a cashier and I trying to keep a straight face ( I found it difficult not to smile)
14:44- I sat down on a park bench, overlooking the rose gardens, put in my airpods in and music sounded 'sweeter' and the colors of the world around me started to become more vibrant and rich. My muscles felt loose and my joints felt like they were well oiled. I can notice a slight dryness under my tounge and at the back of my throat. I also noticed my breathing was sooooo easy and i was taking in these big lungs of fresh air. Also started to feel giggly, I can recall a woman walking past me and i almost burst out laughing, which under normal circumstance would have been very strange but it felt so natural.
14:50 - halucinations, I glanced at the floor and it was fucking melting, the small rocks and stones that made up the path below me were individually moving. Crazy. I decide to walk back home so if anything does happen to me I'd at least be in a safe environment. (at this point I was getting anxiety , but managed to handle it quite well)
[Sidenote #2 these quotes are taken directly from the diary, I was in an altered state at this point.]
15:58 - "how am i feeling? BLISSSS I like the feeling of EVERYTHING"
"man or woman is a construct"
"Feeling sooooooooooooo relaxed
"things are easier to focus on, who am i reporting to?"
"I'm reporting to my sober self - WHO WANTS CONTROL"
"Who wants to use you/drugs as a tool for his idea of success"
[sidenote#3 alot of squiggles and doodles are on this page]
"Things taste SOOOO GOOOD"
"It's easy to fall into repetitive patterns"
"you don't fall into it though"
"my hand writing is SICK"
"Everything's got a purpose, DON'T MINE IT FOR YOUR OWN RESOURCE"
"Don't mine every experience like its a resource"
"You have a relationship with work"
"everything sober seems so stupid"
"every construct is purpose built for trust"
-----end of trip----
17:35 - mellowing out now, i can feel my sobriety taking back control.
Overall, it was an eye opening experience, I saw fractals , I saw static objects move, when i went to play guitar i saw the vibrations form from the strings into the air. My sense of identity melted away, ideas of societal norms and construct seemed so trivial and for once in my life i didn't have a care in the world about work or money. I just wanted to experience love. I discovered why I was so sarcastic around people, why I disrespected my environment, It was because I was dismissive of myself and my wants and needs. It now feels as if a second version of me had for once taken the main stage which was my creative and emotional sense of self.Where my cold and logical ego had taken the ropes for so long I would unknowingly suppress my emotions for the benefit of trying to be productive. I now understand that to truly life this life of mine I need to incorporate both my emotional and logical sense of self.
This is going to forever change my perception of life. and i can't wait to start sharing it with others. I'm going to start recommending this drug to others as an alternative medicine.
Thankyou for taking the time to grow these truly magical plants, it deeply disturbs me that these plants are recognized as a class A drug in the legal system. But it makes sense I suppose, that government such as our own wouldn't want people to really start not only questioning but feeling the reality they live in!
As it was my first time getting consuming psilocybin I was very careful with the doses and of course did my research before hand, I wanted to take a logical approach to ingesting the drug and decided to record if I was feeling anything along with the time, heres the diary anyway.. enjoy ;
"magic mushroom Diary"
11:00- ate 2 stems, feeling relaxed.
11:13- I can feel my mood has been lifted somewhat? Hard to explain, also my tinnitus is more audible..
11:19- Noticing light sensitivity, as I move my head it feels light and 'airy' also, my thoughts have become somewhat clearer.
11:33 - feeling relaxed
12:26 - Feeling relaxed, I took another little head of a shroom.
13:35- Felling relaxed after a nap, creative thinking was easier than ever, mental images come to me with less resistance. Maybe I should try these before writing music or story boarding.
13:38 - Ate 2 more stems, one with a head of a small head of a shroom.
13:59- I'm not feeling anything 'trippy' just relaxed still.
[Sidenote, at this point I was comfortable taking a bigger dosage as I wanted to experience what it was to have a 'trip']
14:09- I just ate 2 big heads and 2 small stems, and I'm going to the park to get some fresh air.
start of trip----
14:38- Walked to sainsburys for lunch, as soon as the cool air inside the shop hit me, i started to feel it. and thought "oh shit, here we go" hahaha, I bought my items at a cashier and I trying to keep a straight face ( I found it difficult not to smile)
14:44- I sat down on a park bench, overlooking the rose gardens, put in my airpods in and music sounded 'sweeter' and the colors of the world around me started to become more vibrant and rich. My muscles felt loose and my joints felt like they were well oiled. I can notice a slight dryness under my tounge and at the back of my throat. I also noticed my breathing was sooooo easy and i was taking in these big lungs of fresh air. Also started to feel giggly, I can recall a woman walking past me and i almost burst out laughing, which under normal circumstance would have been very strange but it felt so natural.
14:50 - halucinations, I glanced at the floor and it was fucking melting, the small rocks and stones that made up the path below me were individually moving. Crazy. I decide to walk back home so if anything does happen to me I'd at least be in a safe environment. (at this point I was getting anxiety , but managed to handle it quite well)
[Sidenote #2 these quotes are taken directly from the diary, I was in an altered state at this point.]
15:58 - "how am i feeling? BLISSSS I like the feeling of EVERYTHING"
"man or woman is a construct"
"Feeling sooooooooooooo relaxed
"things are easier to focus on, who am i reporting to?"
"I'm reporting to my sober self - WHO WANTS CONTROL"
"Who wants to use you/drugs as a tool for his idea of success"
[sidenote#3 alot of squiggles and doodles are on this page]
"Things taste SOOOO GOOOD"
"It's easy to fall into repetitive patterns"
"you don't fall into it though"
"my hand writing is SICK"
"Everything's got a purpose, DON'T MINE IT FOR YOUR OWN RESOURCE"
"Don't mine every experience like its a resource"
"You have a relationship with work"
"everything sober seems so stupid"
"every construct is purpose built for trust"
-----end of trip----
17:35 - mellowing out now, i can feel my sobriety taking back control.
Overall, it was an eye opening experience, I saw fractals , I saw static objects move, when i went to play guitar i saw the vibrations form from the strings into the air. My sense of identity melted away, ideas of societal norms and construct seemed so trivial and for once in my life i didn't have a care in the world about work or money. I just wanted to experience love. I discovered why I was so sarcastic around people, why I disrespected my environment, It was because I was dismissive of myself and my wants and needs. It now feels as if a second version of me had for once taken the main stage which was my creative and emotional sense of self.Where my cold and logical ego had taken the ropes for so long I would unknowingly suppress my emotions for the benefit of trying to be productive. I now understand that to truly life this life of mine I need to incorporate both my emotional and logical sense of self.
This is going to forever change my perception of life. and i can't wait to start sharing it with others. I'm going to start recommending this drug to others as an alternative medicine.
Thankyou for taking the time to grow these truly magical plants, it deeply disturbs me that these plants are recognized as a class A drug in the legal system. But it makes sense I suppose, that government such as our own wouldn't want people to really start not only questioning but feeling the reality they live in!
