This is hard to write and is not intended as an excuse. I often ‘lose’ myself in fits of rage. These are particularly severe when I feel I’ve been cheated or have lost out in some way. I then clam down and regret what I’ve said. I admit that I am not well mentally. I haven’t been for some time.

I have relied on underhandedness to address a perceived injustice. This is, ultimately, juvenile. I have made my case on here previously (in topics/posts that I want to, but cannot, delete), so I won’t discuss that here. Instead, I want to apologise to Hans. I was enjoyed, but there’s no proof you’re scamming anyone. I also apologise to the other users that I subjected to cruel and hurtful comments.

I felt cheated. I reacted terribly. I have been, and regularly am, an arsehole. I’m sorry. I accept what comes next whether it be my expulsion from this site, abuse, etc.