Hey LD,
Whilst the end is obviously tragic thats actually a lovely story about how you were able to to be there in such a effective way for your father towards the end. God how I wish I could have been there in that way for my mother who died of cancer and in pain at just 53. I think we all have or know people who have suffered such loss.
Dealing with the grief over your friend is another huge personal issue for you. Taking time out and away as you did is exactly what I would have done.
Its fascinating what you say about growing and the intense care and even emotion that it must take. I've never done it but I've spoken long and hard to many who have and its definitely a common theme- the love that you put in is the love you get back! Hopefully by getting back into it with the focus required it will also offer you some peace and solace.
Everything that LB growers do for us in appreciated on this site and there is no way LB would be the same without you.
Hope you stay with us for a long time to come. And thank you for sharing...
Whilst the end is obviously tragic thats actually a lovely story about how you were able to to be there in such a effective way for your father towards the end. God how I wish I could have been there in that way for my mother who died of cancer and in pain at just 53. I think we all have or know people who have suffered such loss.
Dealing with the grief over your friend is another huge personal issue for you. Taking time out and away as you did is exactly what I would have done.
Its fascinating what you say about growing and the intense care and even emotion that it must take. I've never done it but I've spoken long and hard to many who have and its definitely a common theme- the love that you put in is the love you get back! Hopefully by getting back into it with the focus required it will also offer you some peace and solace.
Everything that LB growers do for us in appreciated on this site and there is no way LB would be the same without you.
Hope you stay with us for a long time to come. And thank you for sharing...